My mother died on a Tuesday. Pancreatic cancer. She was 67. I came from Seattle for the funeral and stayed to clean up the house. I hadn’t been home in three years. My mother and I weren’t close. We had our reasons. I thought I’d sign some papers, clean out her things, and make a list by Friday. The house was worse than I expected. The paint was peeling off in sheets. Gutters were hanging loose. The porch railing was rotten. She’d been sick for over a year, and there was no one to help her through it. Or so I thought. The first night, I fell asleep on her couch surrounded by boxes. I woke up at 4:00 a.m. to the sound of something scraping against the outside wall. I looked out the window, and my heart almost stopped. There were motorcycles lining the street. At least nine of them. And there were men on ladders. On the porch. On the side of the house. In the dark. With work lights attached to sawhorses. They were painting my mother’s house. Pink. Not salmon. Not blush. Bright, deliberate, unmistakable pink. I grabbed my phone and almost called 911. Then one of them saw me at the window. Big guy. Gray beard. Paint roller in his hand. He didn’t run. He just nodded and went back to painting. I went outside in my pajamas. Barefoot. Shivering. Not from the cold. “What are you doing?” I said. The big guy climbed down his ladder. He wiped his hands on his jeans. He looked at me with the saddest eyes I’ve ever seen on a man of his stature. “You must be Claire,” he said. “How do you know my name?” “Because you’re mine…”

The big man climbed down his ladder. He wiped his hands on his jeans. He looked at me with the saddest eyes I’d ever seen on a man his size.

“You must be Claire,” he said.

“How do you know my name?”

“Your mother talked about you every day.”

“Who are you? Why are you painting her house? Why is it pink?”

He reached into his vest pocket and pulled out a folded piece of paper. He handed it to me.

“She gave it to us eight months ago,” he said. “Before her health prevented her from speaking anymore. She made us promise.”

I unfolded it. My mother’s handwriting. Shaky but legible.

It was a list. Twenty-three items. Numbered. The first one read:

Paint the house pink. I always wanted it to be pink, but Ray said it was vulgar. Ray’s dead now, and so am I. Paint it pink.

I looked up from the newspaper. At the bikers on their ladders. At the bright pink paint slowly coating my childhood home.

“Who are you?” I whispered.

“We’re the Monday crew,” he said. “Your mom made us lunch every Monday for eleven years. And we took care of everything she needed.”

I had no idea. I didn’t know. And that list had twenty-two more items.

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